❤POSTED ON: Friday, October 10, 2008 @ 10:49 AM | 0 comments

yoo~ reached SG at ard 5pm ytd..
was too tired to reali do aniting..
helped my mum with abit of housechores too..
alot of things happened..
i oso duno hw to sae here..
we had break off relationships with one family
that old bastard caused my grandpa to give up on himself..
all of us hated him so much
that we were goin to beat him up
bt cause he's areadi very old 
so we refrained ourselves..
yess~ he is my grandpa's elder brother..
that old bastard..
i hope he wont appear ever again..
we will nv forgive him..

later i will be goin back to m'sia again..
till sun~
will be fetching Mikki from my breeder on sun too..
i reali miss Mikki~ thou i noe that im saying it at the wrong time~
cos its nt impt at all..
bt the tot of him~ staying in the crate for 4days without anibody playing with him..
oh my god..that feeling is so awful
=[
im so afraid that he will think that we abandoned him..
sighh..
i will make it up to him de
=[
and i reali miss my xiang gong..
reali need someone to be there with mi..
bt dont worrie~
i think i quite strong le 
=X
HAHAHAHAHA~
just praise myself like that~

everibody tk care~!! =]
i go and prepare le..
=]
thankyou for those pple who msg mi to guan xin mi
=]
thankyou thankyou
- gOne -

❤POSTED ON: Wednesday, October 08, 2008 @ 7:48 AM | 0 comments

sighh..
just gave Mikki to my breeder to tk care for 3 days..
reali v.bu she de..
especially when he's sick nw..
and he just vomited this morning..
sighh..
xin tong xin tong..
nw i feel reali reali down..
v.upset..
even my mum oso feel upset~
sighh..

just nw my brother even asked mi~
why i nv cry~
why ytd i still look bubbly~
sighh..
to my family~ i will look like cold blooded~
like no reaction
bt the fact is that~
i oreadi cried till tired le..
i cried in sch~
cried at lot1~
cried while im bathing
bt nv in front of them
sighh..

i miss my grandpa already..
my dad is rushing back from USA to SG
then he will drive back to M'sia..
i hope he will be alright..
sighh..
im goin soon..
take care everibody
- gOne -

❤POSTED ON: Tuesday, October 07, 2008 @ 10:16 PM | 0 comments

I LOVE YOU GONGGONG =]

my grandpa just passed awae todae..
its very sudden and expected althou his health is nt as good as b4~
and he hav to depend on oxygen supply most of the time..
bt im glad..
that he passed awae at hm..

i missed him..
i cried~ bt i nv cried in front of my family members..
i duno lehh..
i just dun like to cry in front of adults..
i reali duno why~

come to think of it~
ive nv say "i love you" to my grandpa b4..
becos i duno hw to bring myself to sae it..
so strange hor..?
why am i so strange..
bt its too late le..
sighh..

just nw alot of images kept coming to my mind
i can still rmb the wae he always call mi..
i can still rmb hw he held my hand to walk ard the kampong when im still a little girl
i can still rmb hw he owae look at mi proudly whenever i accomplished smth
i can still rmb the taste of the black coffee he owae made for us
his black coffee~ omg~
is the onli black coffee that i think is nice~
and i will not drink ani black coffee outside ever again..

actuali i think my grandpa look quite handsome when he's younger
=X
he's a good man..
a good husband to my grandma..
he's a good grandpa to us
he's a good papa to my papa, my aunts and uncles

its reali heartbreaking and sad 
bt i noe i hav to be strong..
becos my papa is still in US..
he is much worse than hw we feel..
he cant reali rush back immediately..
im very xintong to see my parents cry..
sighh..
i duno what to do..
im trying my best to make myself useful..
sighh..
tomolo to fri i will be in Malaysia..
poor Mikki hav to go back to the breeder for 3days..
becos we cant bring him to m'sia with us..
and he's sick too..
will he forget that we are his family ?
i hope he wont hate us for leaving him for awhile..

todae actuali goin to meet MITANG de..
sighh..
i bang seh her again =[
this is bad..
i reali reali reali must make it up to her nxt week..
SO SORRIE MY DEAR MITANG~!!
thanks for being understanding and msg-ing mi and caring for mi =]~!!!
LOVE YOU~!!!
=]

i oso wanna thanx my two LAOPOs and my xiang gong for coming to meet mi..
ive settled everiting like changing money, packing my luggage etc
sighh..
ive to bring my dear Mikki to the breeder tomolo~
i hope he will be okie..
especially when he is so hyperactive~
LOOOL~

i will be sleeping at ard 12am todae...
tomolo must wake up at 6.30am~
=]
shall blog when i come back =]
take care everibody 
- gOne -

❤POSTED ON: Monday, October 06, 2008 @ 2:55 PM | 0 comments

ROARRRR~
NO WORK
NO SCH~
LOOOOOOL~

did finish most of my proj work le
and exams are coming soon
T.T
sobs..

ytd watched a few videos
=]
i watched this Korean movie called LOVE IN MAGIC
quite nice~ thou its abit quite draggy~
watched another Korean movie too~
called Platonic Sex
sounds bian tai right ?
bt the story line is good leh~
as in~ two people saved each other's life and everiting
THRU SMS
=]
the onli bian tai thingie abt the show is that the main character "Aoi" 
she worked in clubs and KTV lounge~
and she kana conned to act in porn films
after sometime
these two people met each other
then realise that they are meant for each other
but alot of tings happen lah~!!
HAHAHAHAHAHA~
u all go watch urself~!!! 
bt its under 18 movie
so u can expect what u goin to see there
only abit here and dere 
i tot Aoi was very very cute looking~!!!
bt her life reali v.ke lian =[
sobs..
i also watched another movie called My Student My Boss
ALSO VERY VERY NICE~
=]
the storyline VERY VERY original
kekekeke~
i watched them all at Crunchyroll.com~!!
crunchyroll.com is my best friend already
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

sigh~ ive just eaten my lunch
bt im still hungry
ROARRR~
I WAN TO EAT~!!!
- gOne -

❤POSTED ON: @ 12:56 AM | 0 comments

[[ OUR BABY BOYYY~ ]]

[[ LOOOOL~!!! this is funnie =X hahahaa ]]




[[ LOOK AT HIS INNOCENT EYES~ we always kana cheated by his innocent expression~ sighh ~ LOOOL ]]

roarrr~
todae woke up at 7am
in the end~ RAIN~ so dont hav to bring my bro to swimming lesson..
BUT IM STILL TIRED 
T.T

tomolo i hav no sch no work~
quite sian
hahaha~!!!
nobody date mi =[
IM UP FOR GRABS
PLS DATE MI BAH

tues goin out with mitang after my lesson =]
kekekeke~
finali goin out with her after so long~!!!
=]
miss her so much~

roarrr~
1am+ le~ 
i must reali get some slp~
i've a bit of sore throat already
=[
must check on Mikki b4 i go up..
kekeke~
=]
GOODNITE~!!
- gOne -

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