❤POSTED ON: Thursday, July 22, 2004 @ 7:39 PM | 0 comments

hmmm..
tOdae..actuali gOrt nuttin happEn lOrx..
but derE's isH sOme ting which i wanna clarify..
b4 wE knEw datz yEan chOI pass awae..
datz mOrnin..wE onli causally tOk abt the suicide datz happEn in frOnt of our scH..
wE sEriOusly dunnO datz hEr..
den xiuhui said sOmeting abt datz..unintEntiOnally..
cOs shE seriOusly dunnO datz its hEr..
sO..dis wOrd juz passed ard..
sO i hOpe dis misunderstandin wOUld stOp..
as wE arE osO vEri sadden by thE suicide..
but if u all arE offEnded by datz..
i'm vEri sOrrie..
zhEn de dui bu qi..
 
2dae..
datz sOme onE whO rEad my fav boOk..
a boOk datz i havE gOne ard trYin HARD tO find..
and yet..
it gOrt cOnfiscatEd by tEacher..
i havE alrEadi rEad half of thE boOk le..
anxiOusly tryin tO gEt tO thE last pagE of thE boOk..
of cOs i wilL a bit angry fEr a whilE..
but within 5mins..i'm okie le..
i'm nOrt pEtty lehx..
but..shE tOld anOther pErsOn..
''f***..sab diaOx mi..''
-gOsh-
ani onE wilL nOe datz i wilL nOrt dO datz tO mi frEnz de lOrx..
and shE evEn said datz ''why sab wanna gEt datz boOk back frOm tEacher sincE shE din evEn gO hOme and rEad it..i nOe which pagE hEr boOkmark put lOrx..''
wEll..
wadz can i sae abt hEr ?
hEll man..i din rEad ?
did shE evEn bOthEred tO MEMORISE thE pagE i rEad at thE first placE ?
ytd i rEad my boOk frOm 9 tilL 10pm okie ?
evEn if i din rEad it..
dun shE tinks datz ani onE wilL wan thEir things back whEn tEacher cOnfiscatE it ?
shE veri childish lOrx..
nOrt evEn bEin sEnsible u nOe..
i lEnd hEr thE boOk cOs i tOt i can rEad it at hOme aniwae..
but shE havE ta wait sO lOng..
sO might as wEll lEnd it tO hEr in scH..
den lehx ?
in thE end..it seEms datz i'm thE onE in fault lOrx..
wadz havE beEn thE wOrld changin tO ?
shE din evEn seEm tO bE a bit sORrie abt it..
evEn sO..wadz can i dO ?
if shE din sae all dis..
mabi by tomOlo i wilL fOrgEt abt dis incident and happily gEt my boOk back frOm tEacher..
but nOw ?
i wilL rmb dis fOreva..
-angry-
-gOne-

 


❤POSTED ON: Tuesday, July 20, 2004 @ 8:29 PM | 0 comments

yEsterdae at 5.20pm..
wE all havE lOse a frEn..
shE's a frEnz of minE..
thOugh nOrt clOse..
but shE's my chi lEssOn clz mate fEr 1 and thE half yEars le..
shE's alwayz veri cheErful..
vEri kind..
rEmember datz derE's a timE..
whEn karis cried..
shE evEn pass a tissuE tO karis..
shE's a vEri bright studEnt..
shE gO up frOm na tO exprEss..
and tO triple sciEnce clz..
shE muz havE wEnt thru lOtsa strEss..
whEn mr.nathan annOunced thE nEwz..
i was likE..''hUh ?!''
and i was shOck..
spEechless..
datz whEn..
i rEalisE..lifE ish sO fragile..
tO my frEnz : i rEali wish u all tO chErish ur life..
i, leEnz and xiuhui was in a daze fEr thE whOle dae..
imagEs of hEr startEd tO flOod my mind..
nOn-stOp..
kip thinkin of hEr..
scEne rEplayin in my mind..
datz timE wE wEnt tO thE tOliet tOgether..
datz timE wE saw each othEr in mrt statiOn..and wE chattEd fEr a whilE..
timEs whEn shE camE tO mi..askin fEr my hOme wOrk..
expEctin datz i neber dO..shE hElped mi makE up an excuEs..
i rEali fEel empty inside..
i wOnder hOw 4/7 pPle fEel..
they muz bE..vEri upsEt..
thE newspapEr has rEpOrted abt hEr..
and i rEad le..
it sae datz it was cOs of strEss..
cindy..muz bE vEri sadx..
juz dun gO askin hEr quEstiOns..
juz lEt hEr gEt over..
 
in clz..wE tOk tO malay flOwer..
hEr eyEs seEms rEd frOm cryin..
i understand..
cOs shE gOrt a child le..
sO shE understoOd thE pain..
pain of lOsin sOme one preciOus..
 
havin sO mani things happEn..
i suddenly wish tO seE sOme one and tOk tO him..
sO much tO tell him..
but..
haiz..
lets nOrt tOk abt it..
i dun feEl likE tOkin le..
buaiXx
-gOne-
tO yEan chOi..
u arE a vEri goOd clzmate tO mi..thOugh u arE nOrt by our side ani mOre..wE wilL alwayz rmb u in our hEart..rEst in peace..

❤POSTED ON: Sunday, July 18, 2004 @ 1:53 PM | 0 comments

heEx..tOdae gO china tOwn ta pray
heEx..i gOrt pray fEr u all wOrx..
tomOlo my daddie gO amErica le..
den muz pray fEr him toO..
bOught lOtsa tidbits..
finali gOrt my hp backie..
but toO bad its onli fEr tOdae..
-haiz-
mr arUL de thingie toO muchie tO type le larx..
thOugh i type quitE fast..
but i think i cant finish datz muchie..
nO chOice le..
try my bEst bahx..heEx..
stilL gOrt lOtsa wOrk habEn dO toO..
daddie bOught us thE lOrd of thE ring de x-bOx game..
wah laO..damn difficult ta plae siax..
but i wilL kip playin tilL i wOn thE whOle thing..
thE animatiOn ish vEri rEal lOrx..
and legOlas isH sO.....SHUAI...
tsk tsk..
tomOlo skOolin lOrx..
sO sianx..haiz..
okie larx..
gOrt ta gO dO my wOrk le..
cyaz~!
-gOne-
 
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xiaOling [hand pain]

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